well, im back on xanga, just like i promised! :)  it seems like it has been forever... and like i promised, it will be a real entry!

so, as any logical person knows, the OC is done on thursday! :( its so sad because i have poured so much time into watching it, that it seems odd that it will be ending.. oh well, such is life..

well, mandy is home for the time being, and as hard as its been adjusting to all of us living in the house again, its really been great having her back! :) with all the snow days we have gotten (MAJOR bonus) we successfully watched the ENTIRE 3rd season of the OC! it was great to just lock ourselves in the basement and spend some quality time with my sister for... oh... 21 hours. :)

when the final episode came on.. marrissa dies. its sad.. yadda yadda im sure ive mentioned it in past posts.. but then i watched grey's anatomy and the oc on thursday and there was an earthquake on the oc and grey dies... and it really got me thinking.. i dont think i could ever handle a friend's death.. especially a close friend.. i love them too much. i would rather die myself, then have a friend die.  it made me really sad because there are some relationships that i have just let go, and i dont care about anymore.. and we arent friends anymore.. and i dont want that. i just want to make things right with everyone and- maybe not be friends- but at least not hate each other.  so, saying that, sorry if i have wronged anyone.. i will try my hardest to make it more personal- but for now, i truely am.

all right, now lets see if i can get through a whole paragraph without talking about the oc! :)

tomorrow is solo and ensamble... meh... im not worried about it- even though my group has only practiced like 4 times. haha.. the lady who listened to us told us that we shouldnt go to get judged, just to get comments on how we can improve (cuz she said we could alot) or we just shouldnt go at all. its weird.. cuz we are all really good players.. we just didnt get enough time to practice and stuff.. oh well, im not too bummed

so, in case i havent told anyone, i LOVE brown university. i went on the site and it looks and sounds like an amazing school! the cirriculum, the professors, the building, the student life.  it all looks amazing. i will never get in.. but it is my dream school.  IF i was one of the 2,000 people to get in out of the over 18,000 who applies, i would probably be the happiest person EVER! but that will never happen because i am not 1 or 2 in my class. oh well, i might still apply, just for fun! :)

congrats to tay, ben and alyssa! i think it will be a fun year. sorry for those who didnt make it, i was rooting for you.. but what's done is done and im happy for those who made it, truely i am.. you deserve it just as much as anyone. im looking forward to this year now because.. well... certain people didnt get it.. and thats all im going to say.

im really looking for something to do this weekend... today was so boring, and tomorrow morning/ afternoon is s&e.. so tomorrow night through monday night i am free as a bird and im up for anything, just hit the cell! (but bt the time most of you even read this, the weekend will be over.. but w/e) haha

well, its long, its real, its done. leave some.

jeff

sorry its been so long... my computer is blocking it again! if i get 10 comments.. ill update... and it'll be good!

jeff

snow. :]

Words & Music by Irving Berlin
Recorded by Bing Crosby, Danny Kaye, Rosemary Clooney & Vera Ellen, 1954

From the movie "White Christmas"

Snow, snow, snow, snow, snow


It won't be long before we'll all be there  with snow;
Snow, snow, I wanna wash my hands, my face and hair with snow.
Snow...I long to clear a path, and lift a spade of snow;

Snow,  oh, to see a great big man entirely made of snow.
Snow, where it's snowing all winter through,That's where I want to be;
Snowball throwing, that's what I'll do;
How I'm longing to ski through the

Snow, snow, snow, snow, snow,

Those glist'ning hou - ses that seem to be built  of  snow;
Snow, oh, to see  a  mountain covered with a quilt of snow.
What is Christmas with no snow?
No white Christmas with no snow.

Snow...I'll soon be there with snow, 
I'll wash my hair with snow,And with a spade of snow, 
I'll build a man that's made of snow;
I'd like to stay up with you,  but I recommend a little shut-eye 
Go to sleep, and dream of... 

snow, snow, snow, snow.

jeff

i hate work.

the people there make a perfectly good day, bad. i would like to get another job, but im not allowed. i guess i should be thankful... no other work place is probably so leanient (is this a word?) with my hours... but still... yelling at me for messing up? and threatening to fire me?! honestly, we are all humans, and we all make mistakes. and my other manager flicking me off because he thinks that its "funny".. oh im sorry, did i miss the memo that went around that said that giving someone the finger is good and funny... oh.. nothing like that went around? hilarious.

hopefully tomorrow will actually be a good day.. unlike the rest of the week so far.

jeff